9 Weeks and other thoughts!

We have made it to 9 weeks people!

I am feeling good about that. I have been feeling a bit more nauseous the last couple days, but I am welcoming it. It is a nice reminder that things are going ok in there. I also feel like my belly is growing a bit. Nothing that can be seen from the outside I'm sure, but I just feel kinda bloated and it just doesn't go away.

A few girls that I have been following for a while have gone through a loss recently and it has just been weighing so heavy on my heart. It just doesn't seem fair that any of us girls that have had such a long journey to get to the pregnancy place should then have to suffer a loss. It just does not seem right. I know there are reasons for everything, but I just can't figure that one out.

I am also so very excited for Nichole and her new chance! She just got a BFP and I am praying that her new meds will equal a sticky baby.

I also realized that I lost a few followers since becoming pregnant. It makes me sad but I totally understand it 100%. I now have a little human growing inside of me and I for that I am so thankful. However, you have all heard me say this often... I am still an infertile at heart. I still shutter when I see families of 5 soon to be 6 rolling through Target like it 's nothing. I still feel out of place when glancing at the baby sections when I pass by (I still haven't gotten the courage to enter the section I just "window shop". I have read other posts from pregnant infertiles and remember them having similar feelings. It is strange. All I can say is I still pray everyday for those still waiting. I am confident it WILL happen and I can't wait to read your posts when it does.